Refuse to trample on the pride of heaven

Chapter 204 Analysis, Wake Up

Liu Jiqian is actually not interested in "sex". During his growth and the experiences he has faced, most people seem to have "sexual" desires towards him, so in fact, in this regard, his disgust is actually greater than his curiosity.

But when he was with Lu Wensheng, whether holding hands, kissing, or hugging, he could feel that his seemingly "cold" body had become warm, even his heart was beating violently, and he seemed to come alive.

He wanted to be closer to the other person, and sometimes he didn't realize it, or even couldn't believe it, that he actually thought about the kind of intimacy that could blend into the body - was he longing for it? He thought he should be longing for it.

Some people would fantasize about him behind his back, and even write some unpresentable stories and picture albums. He actually knew all of this, and even accidentally read them. Facing these, he just felt disgusted, and even had fear and disgust lingering in his heart. He felt that he would never come into contact with these things again in his life. He had no yearning, only resistance.

But what if it was with Lu Wensheng? Even though it was just a vague concept, his heart was inexplicably excited, even excited, and even the veins in his body became hot.

His sun is so dazzling that it is impossible to look directly at it. When you look up and try to see it clearly, your eyes will feel sore and you will be touched by its brightness and glare. You feel its warmth, but it also undoubtedly projects the darkness in your heart.

He also felt a little disgusted with himself, thinking that he was not as bright and cheerful as he thought he was, and that his heart was just as dirty as those people.

Feeling the warmth in his arms, Liu Jiqian felt that only when he was with Lu Wensheng did he feel that he was a real person, a person who was not labeled by others, and a person who could show his true self.

What is the difference between love and sexual desire? It is not because of desire that we think of him, but because of him that we have desire.

What is Liu Jiqian's love for Lu Wensheng - it is a hand that wants to touch but then withdraws; it is a tight embrace, but only wants to feel each other's burning heartbeat; it is the inner confusion and loss of composure when facing him, but still maintains shaky sanity and pretends to be calm; it is self-discipline and restoration of propriety, but also wants to drop a hot kiss on him; it is the slightest physical contact that can fill the whole body with happiness and satisfaction.

It is a fusion of spirits and a magnetic resonance of emotions.

(Although Liu Jiqian is very proactive, he actually has a little low self-esteem and is a sensitive beauty.)

Lu Wensheng lay in Liu Jiqian's arms, his hair on his forehead was a little messy and tangled from sleeping, and his cheeks were slightly flushed, as if he was still drunk. Liu Jiqian gently pinned his hair and felt refreshed and all his worries disappeared.

"Chirp."

Liu Jiqian couldn't help but kiss the person in his arms on the face, rubbed the other's frizzy hair, and hugged the person tighter. The tip of his nose could smell the faint fragrance of Lu Wensheng.

"I look at the sky in the morning and the clouds in the evening. I miss you when I walk and when I sit. My heart is filled with you..."

But the whispers were destined to be known only to him.

The early sun shines through the window lattice and falls on the peerless face before one's eyes. The beauty's silver hair is like a waterfall, and strands of it are casually scattered on the pillow, like condensed silver frost, with a cold luster. Her cold white skin is faintly glowing under the warm light, like fine jade. Her long eyelashes tremble gently, like the dance of butterfly wings, casting a faint shadow.

Lu Wensheng was struck by the beauty of the face as soon as he opened his eyes in the morning. He looked at the face so close to him and took a long time to calm down. He suddenly felt that he would be in a good mood all day.

At the same time, a feeling of having won a super lottery lingered in my heart - who owns such a beautiful beauty? Oh, it's him, hehehe.

The other person tilted his head slightly, as if he was about to wake up, his silver hair fell like a stream, a few strands sticking playfully to his cheeks, adding a bit of laziness to his look.

He slowly opened his eyes, his golden eyes revealed in the haziness of just waking up, his long eyelashes lightly blinked, as if brushing away the last trace of sleepiness, a faint smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, that smile was like the warm sun breaking through the ice, instantly dispelling the coldness around him.

"morning."

However, the other party did not greet him with a smile as he had expected. Instead, he stared at him without blinking, with his eyes wide open and blank.

Liu Jiqian blinked, somewhat puzzled by Lu Wensheng's reaction: "Yangming?"

Lu Wensheng came to his senses and suddenly felt that he was useless. He avoided the other person's gaze and touched his nose - he almost thought he was going to have a nosebleed.

Looking at the other person's reaction and unnaturalness, as well as the flash of surprise in his eyes when he came back to his senses, Liu Jiqian immediately understood, and struck while the iron was hot, tightening his circle around him, and kissed Lu Wensheng's flushed face a few more times - he wished that the reflection in Yangming's eyes was all himself, and his lover's little actions to cover up really made his heart soften.

Lu Wensheng jumped up from Liu Jiqian's arms, got out of bed in a hurry, saying that he was going to wash up. He almost tripped over the quilt when he went down to put on his shoes, and his back looked like he was running away.

Liu Jiqian just watched with a smile, his heart filled with happiness and joy.

When Lu Wensheng came back, Liu Jiqian had already dressed. He was wearing a soap-colored robe with a circle of fine silver piping on the collar and cuffs, embroidered with exquisite cloud patterns, which looked like fairy clouds, ethereal and lively.

"Weiyun, why do you have so many clothes? Not to mention the styles, the colors are almost all different?" Lu Wensheng finally asked the question that had been bothering him for a long time.

Liu Jiqian's body stiffened, and he felt a little uncomfortable. He paused as he watched Lu Wensheng getting dressed.

"I never paid much attention to it before, but I want you to pay more attention to me, so I pay attention to dressing myself up."

Lu Wensheng paused as he fastened his belt, finally realizing what it meant to be "a boy's blush speaks louder than any other love words" - after all the twists and turns, the cause was actually his own? !

After Liu Jiqian finished speaking, he also felt a little agitated, and two blushes appeared on his cheeks. He pursed his lips, stepped forward and carefully smoothed out the wrinkles on Lu Wensheng's sleeves, his movements gentle and focused.

Lu Wensheng felt a little uncomfortable, his body tensed. He turned his head away but couldn't help looking at the other person's face.

His handsome face was full of well-behaved expressions, his eyebrows and eyes were full of gentleness, his silver hair fell on his shoulders, swaying slightly with his movements, and his eyes were full of seriousness, as if the matter of tidying up his clothes was also extremely important to him.

Neither of them spoke, and the only sound was the rustling of clothes. But at this moment, their hearts were beating violently in unison.

Liu Jiqian was happy and felt that the intimacy between the two of them had improved by leaps and bounds. However, this beautiful good mood disappeared the moment he saw those people moving the documents into the house.

(I never cared about it before, but because I want you to pay more attention to me, I dress myself up carefully.)

(No, if I keep writing so sweet things, it’s too sweet. I’ll get diabetes. For the sake of everyone’s health, I can’t write so much in a row, hehehe)