allonlinenovel Chapter 221 I really don't know where I borrowed the courage of Bao Tian Gou
Chapter 221 I really don't know where I borrowed the courage of Bao Tian Gou
Thanks to Xie Changqing's continued funding, the A Dahaicheng campus has been expanding again and again. In addition to the increasing area, the number of students has also increased.
It was not until more than a month after school started that Wen Wan ran into Lu Yiming on campus.
Wen Wan's first reaction was that Wen Ya, like her previous generation, had spent money to get him a place as an auditor.
Just when she was about to sigh that even if she had the chance to start over again, some things would still have to go with the flow of fate, when Lu Yiming trotted towards her.
Seeing that she couldn't avoid it, Wen Wan had no choice but to stand and wait for Lu Yiming to speak first.
"I didn't expect to finally meet you today." Lu Yiming's eyes and tone seemed a little too eager. "I just read your novel recently. I didn't expect you to be so talented. I..."
Wen Wan was too lazy to talk nonsense with him and interrupted, "I'm very busy, so I won't talk to you any more.
Also, if you see me at school, remember to call me Teacher Wen."
After saying that, Wen Wan wanted to walk around him, but he blocked her in front of her again. "I don't mean anything else. I just want to apologize to you."
"Okay!" Wen Wan said, "Then you tell me! I'm listening."
"..." Lu Yiming was stunned, "I was wrong about what happened before. I shouldn't have listened to Wen Ya's instigation and canceled my marriage with you.
In fact, I regretted it a long time ago, but I have never dared to face my own heart. After all, Wen Ya gave birth to a pair of children for me.
But matters of the heart are hard to explain and there is no right or wrong. I really can't control my heart.
I have wanted to read your work for several years, but I never had the courage because I was afraid that I would do something to let Wen Ya and the children down after reading it.
It was not until I entered university that I realized that the first thing in life is to be responsible for yourself. Only then did I muster up the courage to read all your works over the years.
Only then did I realize that you and Wen Ya are really different. You are romantic but never unrealistic. You have good intentions but do not interfere with the fate of others. You pity the suffering in this world. You are humble but not self-abased. You are confident but not arrogant.
Unlike Wen Ya, who only cares about gains and losses, is complacent about being better than others, and stamps her feet and beats her chest because she is not as good as others.
They even make up some unrealistic lies to save their own face.
Compared to you, she is not even as good as the vegetable vendor on the street who curses for a penny or two.
But I was blind and deceived, I listened to her lies, abandoned you and married her.
If I hadn't abandoned you, you wouldn't have suffered so much over the years. I'm sorry!"
Wen Wan almost spit out yesterday's dinner on his face. She couldn't believe that there could be a scumbag like him in the world.
I’m afraid of letting Wen Ya and the two children down.
He said he didn't have the courage, acted very conflicted, and even struggled emotionally for a long time.
It's not that I don't have the courage, it's that I'm unwilling to face the fact that others have accomplished what I failed to do.
Not even because I'm afraid of letting Wen Ya and the children down.
All this preparation is just to package himself as a good man who values feelings and is responsible.
He also talked about how bad and unbearable Wen Ya was, to express his pain and helplessness.
Finally, let me express my feelings to you differently.
These words were not enough to deceive a young girl who was inexperienced in the world. Wen Wan, who had lived two lives, felt that he was just talking nonsense.
Wen Wan said without giving any face: "First of all, I want to thank you for your recognition of my work.
Secondly, it has been so many years since the incident, and I have warned you solemnly more than once. Even if you had not chosen Wen Ya many years ago, I would not have chosen you.
Finally, I want to say that no matter what, Wen Ya was your choice.
And the reason why she is so concerned about interests is because you, as a husband, have not taken on the responsibility of supporting the family and protecting her from the wind and rain.
Since you got married to Wen Ya, you have never earned a penny properly. Wen Ya is a woman, and she does all this for a better life, whether it is doing small business or cheating.
You have never earned any money, so you have no idea how difficult it is for a woman like Wen Ya to have to give birth to a child and earn money to maintain a decent life for your family.
The fact that you can have a house in Haicheng, your parents can live in Haicheng, you can have a pair of children, and you can enter the campus and mingle with college students are all given to you by Wen Ya.
As a husband, not only did you suck Wen Ya's blood with your whole family, but after that you even despised Wen Ya for being so vulgar.
I am embarrassed to treat you as a human being. How can you have the nerve to say such things?
If you could be like Xie Changqing, working hard on your own to become a wealthy man, you could make Wen Ya a rich wife who would have no worries except how to spend her money.
Then she will definitely not be petty. Not only will she not care, she may even give others more money because she thinks that others are being cheated because they are selling at a low price.
Why don't you reflect on why you can't make money and make your wife become so calculative and vulgar, and now you are blaming others.
It's true that if you live long enough, you can meet all kinds of scumbags. "
During the lunch break after school, there were many students coming and going, and Wen Wan was often stopped to confess her love. Everyone thought it was just another confession, so they stopped and listened for a while, but they didn't expect it to be this kind of thing.
In fact, at this time, many of the male college students who were admitted to college from rural areas have already married and have children, and many of them look down on their rural wives after being admitted to college.
But Lu Yiming is the first one who dares to confess his love to Teacher Wen even though he has a wife and children.
The students were just short of having the words "why don't you take a piss and look in the mirror" written on their faces.
Some classmates even cheered him on and told him to get out.
Lu Yiming thought that she and Wen Ya had a deep hatred, but he didn't expect that she would actually speak for Wen Ya.
Now I was stuck there, unable to advance or retreat. After thinking for a long time, I decided that I couldn't just give up like that.
Seven or eight years have passed. Whether in appearance, figure or temperament, Wen Wan is far better than Wen Ya. Anyone with a clear eye would choose Wen Wan.
What's more, Wen Wan is now a well-known writer and university teacher.
In fact, Lu Yiming had long felt that Wen Wan was better than Wen Ya, but at that time he felt that if his wife was better than him, he would appear to be a coward and would lose face.
After entering university, I saw many of my classmates who came from rural areas, trying to get close to female classmates who came from better backgrounds, had better grades and looked better than me.
Not only did no one laugh at them, but they praised their abilities instead. Lu Yiming then realized that being able to marry a wife who is stronger than himself can indirectly prove that he is strong. Otherwise, why would the other party choose him among so many people.
After realizing this, Lu Yiming always wanted to find an opportunity to express his feelings to Wen Wan.
Although many years have passed, Lu Yiming still feels that Wen Wan has feelings for him, otherwise it would be impossible for her to be without a man by her side all these years after the divorce. More importantly, even if Xie Changqing fawned on her like a dog, she was not moved at all.
After realizing this, Lu Yiming mustered up the courage to try again, "I know I've let you down, and you have every right to hate me.
But I know you have feelings for me. After all, there would be no hate without love.
As long as you are willing to forgive me, I can do anything. For you, I can give up everything. "
Once these words were spoken, not only Wen Wan, but even the students who were watching the fun couldn't stand it anymore.
"Is this student a freshman? Which department and major is he in? Didn't your seniors tell you that Teacher Wen is not someone a toad like you can mess with?"
"I think he is not unaware of this. He just wants to prove his charm."
"Charm? It really makes me laugh. He has a wife and children, but he still dares to covet Teacher Wen. I don't know where he got the guts to do that."
"He even dared to say that Teacher Wen had feelings for him. I think this student is mentally unstable to even think of such a thing.
Teacher Wen is a good person, why would he have feelings for a scumbag like you who has a wife and children?"
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