Chapter 192 Clarification
Chapter 192 Clarification
After Yan Qingning finished speaking, she became nervous, really afraid that Chu Beiqing would refuse.
Whatever is scary comes true. The gentleness on his face froze for a moment, and then he smiled faintly, "You still want to leave?"
Yan Qingning looked at his smile that didn't reach his eyes, and felt a little numb on her scalp. Her heart was lifted, and she couldn't help but sit up straighter. "All good things must come to an end. We will still be friends in the future."
Chu Beiqing looked at her and said softly, "Isn't this prince good enough for you?"
Yan Qingning felt that Chu Beiqing made her hair stand on end. "No, no, the prince is very good to me, really very good. The prince is the best man in the world."
"If you are fine, then why are you still thinking about leaving me?" Chu Beiqing raised his hand to touch her face, "Do you still have Chu Yuanli in your heart?"
"Your Highness should be able to see that I don't like Chu Yuanli." Yan Qingning felt that it was time to come clean, and said sincerely: "Your Highness should know that what I want is freedom and to just be myself."
"This king can give you freedom."
Yan Qingning's eyes lit up when he heard this.
The next moment, Chu Beiqing said, "You stay by my side, and I can give you any freedom you want."
Yan Qingning's eyes darkened, and she said immediately: "Your Highness has misunderstood. The freedom I want is that I don't want to be someone's appendage, nor do I want to be a toy in people's mouths."
She wants to live with dignity, backbone and pride.
If she loses all these, then she will not be far from becoming a walking corpse!
Yan Qingning knew that many people would probably think that the wisest choice would be to adapt to the times and hold on to this man's heart.
However, she felt that human heart was the most unreliable thing.
She doesn't want to settle for the status quo. It's not that she is worrying too much, to be more precise, she doesn't want to leave everything to fate!
She would rather follow her own heart, and she is more accustomed to being prepared for danger in times of peace.
I don't want to rely on one man for my life.
"This king will give you freedom and respect, and will do my best to make you happy and worry-free, so..."
Yan Qingning saw Chu Beiqing's intention and became a little anxious, blurting out: "Then let me ask, how long can the prince be good to me?
One or two years? Five or ten years? When I am old and ugly, will I have to wait for the little favor from the prince every day? "
"Oh, begging for food under someone else's roof, how can it be so delicious? I have the ability to support myself, why should I rely on others to support me?"
"If I swear to always be good to you and cherish, love and respect you for the rest of my life, are you willing to change your mind for me?" Chu Beiqing looked serious and earnest.
He had never sworn an oath to anyone, nor had he ever wanted to keep someone by his side so much.
Now that he has sworn, he will not stop until his death!
Yan Qingning suddenly chuckled, her tension dissipated, and she let out a breath. Life was long, and she didn't like gambling very much.
The stakes of a lifetime are too high for her to take.
"I really thank Your Highness for your kindness to me, but this is my original intention and my expectation. Please fulfill it, Your Highness!" Yan Qingning said, and immediately knelt down on the bed in front of Chu Beiqing.
She had to let Chu Beiqing see her determination.
Once she has made up her mind, she doesn't like to hesitate.
Chu Beiqing clenched his hands tightly and stared at the girl on the couch.
The pair of long eyelashes like butterfly wings trembled slightly, as if extremely uneasy.
Chu Beiqing's deep eyes were filled with wanton coldness, "What if I don't let you go?"
Yan Qingning looked up suddenly when he heard this. "What do you mean, Your Majesty? Are you going to go back on your word? Your Majesty, do you still remember what you promised me? You tell me..."
"You are my woman now, where do you want to go?"
"Your woman? She is just one of your many women. To be more precise, she is just a plaything for you noble sons..."
When Yan Qingning said this, she suddenly felt a sour pain in her heart.
Chu Beiqing's voice was filled with anger, "Do you like to belittle yourself so much?"
"I'm reminding myself!" Yan Qingning blurted out, with determination and a kind of tragic heroism in his eyes.
Yes, she was reminding herself not to indulge in this tempting gentle land.
Addiction will make people lose their guard, and then it will become a habitual dependence, which will make her lose the few principles and bottom lines in her heart, as well as the little self-esteem and pride that is left.
Those sweet and joyful memories are ultimately illusions, and one day they will fade away and we will wake up.
She was afraid that when she woke up, she would suddenly find that she was left with only a decadent self that had merged into this world.
Then he schemed endlessly with those women, and finally he didn't even recognize himself.
Transformed into a completely unrecognizable self.
Then Chu Beiqing would find that she was no different from other women.
Chu Beiqing's eyes were red and watery. He spoke each word with pause, "Yan Qingning, do you have feelings for me?"
Listening to the man's dangerous voice, Yan Qingning's heart trembled slightly. She quickly raised her eyelids, then drooped them immediately, showing weakness, and said in a soft voice: "Please be magnanimous, Your Majesty. I don't know what is good for me. I am not blessed. Your Majesty, please give your favor to others. The sisters in the backyard are all eager..."
Chu Beiqing suddenly smiled, but that smile was like a thousand miles of ice, cold to the bone, "But this king only wants to give it to you, so let them continue to stare at you!"
Yan Qingning immediately understood Chu Beiqing's intention.
Suddenly, I became anxious and my patience ran out. I blurted out, "I don't want it. Please keep your word, Your Majesty. Give me all my things. I'm leaving now."
Chu Beiqing did not move, and let her walk out in her slippers, his eyes filled with the coming storm, "If anyone lets the concubine go, he will have to wash toilets in the palace for the rest of his life."
Yan Qingning froze in her tracks and turned back in disbelief. If her eyes could spit fire, she would burn this bastard to death. "Isn't Your Majesty afraid of being labeled a despicable person?"
Wasn’t that agreed upon at the beginning?
Why did this damn man change his mind?
“If it can make you change your mind, I don’t mind any label on myself.” Chu Beiqing said calmly and casually.
But the look in his eyes was as deep as a thousand-year-old pool, which made it impossible to see the bottom.
Yan Qingning's breathing became rapid. She suddenly felt as if she was in a beautiful dream, and was suddenly hit on the head mercilessly, waking her up.
It's like participating in a mountain running race, running hard to get first place, and thinking you can get the championship prize, but then you are told that you ran to the wrong hill. Then when you look back, you find that you are lost again. It's really heartbreaking.
Her legs went limp and she knelt on the ground, hunching her shoulders with a dazed look in her eyes.
However, she looked like a desperate little beast, and Chu Beiqing's heart suddenly felt like it was being pricked by needles.
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