allonlinenovel Chapter 186 In addition to life, I can give you the continuation of love
Chapter 186 In addition to life, I can give you the continuation of love
Huo Rongxin deliberately did not shy away from the issue;
In front of Huo Rongtin, he mentioned the acquisition of real estate business;
Only then did Xin Suyan realize the purpose of Huo Rongshen's previous proposal of a transaction with her.
The acquisition of Mingcheng shares is to use her to contain Huo Rongtin.
Now, all those who are fighting for power know that she is Huo Rongtin’s weak spot.
So he tried every possible way to take advantage of her.
After the Hongmen Banquet ended, Huo Rongtin drove Xin Suyan home.
Along the way, Xin Suyan was absent-minded.
She was hesitant in her heart, wondering whether she should tell Huo Rongtin about the deal between her and Huo Rongxin.
"Am I that good looking? You've been watching me all the way."
"Yeah, it's really beautiful."
Xin Suyan is always in a trance;
Huo Rongtin took in the whole scene with his peripheral vision.
"It's a nice day today, please take a walk with me."
After saying that, he pulled over to the side of the road;
It's right at the beach halfway down the mountain, and there are not many people on weekdays.
The two of them strolled along the yellow beach, the grainy sand soon seeping into their shoes.
"It was our first time walking on the beach. Every time we only saw the sea from halfway up the mountain, we never expected the sea to be so beautiful up close."
"If you like it, we'll come often in the future."
The two sat on the beach, basking in the afternoon sun.
Almost spring weather.
The warmth of the sun on my body is so comfortable that it is hard to describe.
The sea breeze is gentle, carrying a faint smell of seaweed and fish and shrimp;
A vibrant scene.
The cold of winter has not yet faded;
Xin Suyan felt the wind for a while and couldn't help but hug herself.
Huo Rongtin took off his coat and put it on her.
"By the way, Rongtian, do you think we will get married?"
When it comes to marriage, Huo Rongtin deliberately remains silent.
Shin So-yeon looked at him expectantly;
He saw it out of the corner of his eye, but didn't respond.
"Rong Tian, what does your ideal love look like?"
Huo Rongtin touched her head lovingly.
"What are you thinking about in your little head?"
"I saw today that Yirou is getting married, and I felt a little emotional."
"I remember that when you took over Mingcheng, you approached Chen Ailin's PR team to create your image as a strong woman who doesn't marry or have children. What? Are you planning to change your tune now?"
"Aren't you also a person who doesn't want to get married or have children? You accept all kinds of romantic affairs, scandals, and engagements."
"That's because you always act like you don't want to get married. I'm just following your performance."
"What if I change my mind and want to get married? Will you be the one I want to marry?"
"Whether you believe it or not, you have always been the only one who is perfect for me."
Huo Rongtin hugged her tightly and held her hand with his other hand.
"I thought you and Fu Yinuo were going to get engaged, so I gave you so many gifts. Have you ever counted how many rings there are?"
"Five."
Huo Rongtian smiled with relief: "Finally you have a conscience. I thought it was just another dress in the closet, I just took a casual look at it and didn't wear it. You really have no confidence in me. I have never felt your love."
Xin Suyan leaned in his arms: "It was you who tortured me and abused me. You gave me everything except the status. But I only want the status."
"When have I ever abused you?"
"When you control me and force me, you abuse me."
"Don't you enjoy it every time?"
"Or next time before we start, you can ask me if I'm willing?"
Xin Suyan sneered.
Whenever there was an opportunity to refuse, he would suppress it in the end.
Although my body is honest, there is some resistance in my heart.
"Once this bet is over, I will announce to the public that the engagement is cancelled. I will give you a status, okay?"
"After you got hurt this time, I don't care about status that much anymore. There are still many missions in life that are worth accomplishing. Even Yirou, who looks weak, can bravely choose a journey that doesn't belong to her. What reason do I have to give up on you and give up on love?"
"I admit that love and marriage are different. I have been trying to train you to be my wife, take over my family, and protect my father's legacy with me. But on the other hand, I am conflicted and don't know whether I should bring you into this complex power struggle. Because you are an independent individual, you have the right to choose your own life. I must confess one thing."
Huo Rongtin stood up straight, sat upright, and looked at her affectionately.
“Last time you said that my family didn’t recognize you and felt that you were not worthy, so I trained you.
That's not entirely true.
Indeed, when I was in love with you, my father beat me and even threatened me with your life.
So I chose to hide you.
I can only secretly help you improve your social status and teach you the skills to fight in the world of fame and fortune.
But I think I should say that the reason why I raise you is because, in addition to myself, I hope to provide you with a good life; in case one day I am no longer in this world, you can survive well on your own.
That is another way for me to continue my love for you besides my life."
“Actually, I never understood why there are so many good girls around you.
Whether it is Zhou Zhixi, who is well matched with her in status and position, or Zhang Qianlin, who is both pretty and capable;
Why did you choose me?
There are so many girls who already have souls and thoughts, why are you obsessed with me?
You've gone to so much trouble to train me and wasted so much time on me. Have you ever calculated this sunk cost?"
“I never paid any attention to the people you’re talking about.
As for sunk costs, they are destined to be a part of a relationship.
I just know that the first time I saw you, I wanted to spend my whole life with you.
The biggest cost is a lifetime. You just asked me what my imaginary love is like? Actually, you said it in the Jiangcheng villa. It is a love that can meet me at the top and be equally matched. "
Xin Suyan leaned her head against him, feeling slightly touched.
"Why are you always so obsessed with me? Is this obsession really love?"
Xin Suyan also asked herself this question in her heart.
“In a relationship between two people, one person must be persistent in order for the relationship to continue.
That's why we've been entangled for so long.
Similarly, where there is persistence, there will be compromise.
So no matter how many misunderstandings we have, we are willing to give each other a chance, even if it means torturing each other.
Because I never gave up on you.
But I don’t want to be the only one who is obsessed with this relationship;
If I ever want to give up, I hope you can stick with me once in a while.
Even if it means revenge on each other, I hope we can stay together for the rest of our lives. Is that okay?"
“Since my father passed away, I have been suffering from depression.
Sometimes I cry for no apparent reason, and even everything goes black before my eyes.
Don't care what you want and leave. I have seen the sunshine behind the dark clouds; I have also seen the darkness behind the sunset.
I don’t know what I want, except to help my father find the truth and innocence.
Now, I am going through the hell that you went through after losing your brother.
I know how hard it is for you.
If you haven't experienced it yourself, you won't be able to empathize with it.
I tried to forget my sadness and numb myself with work.
I deceive myself. I just want to take revenge on you for the harm you have brought me.
But no matter what, try to mute your emotions.
The day you got engaged, I still let myself fall into darkness.
The moment you pulled me into the room, I made my decision.
Even if we torture each other, I will stick with you forever."
Once, Chen Ailin asked Xin Suyan.
What does she imagine love to be like?