I survived as a female assassin

Chapter 202 Suicide note

"County Magistrate Yuan! You are not dead after all!"

She couldn't help but sigh.

These words made the villagers even more confused. They looked at each other in confusion. What happened to Blood Shadow?

"After she disappeared, her life was saved, but she lost her memory."

Leng Yue explained to everyone.

Thinking back to when he found her in the small village under the cliff where she fell, Xin Youran only remembered her.

Fortunately, she still had some memories of her in her mind.

The villagers found it difficult to digest the explosive news that came one after another.

At this time, Liefeng also came over. He said with a gloomy face, "Don't talk about it here. Go see him for the last time."

The villagers quickly followed Liefeng towards the old monster's coffin.

Seeing Xin Youran still standing there motionless, Leng Yue patted her shoulder and said, "Come on, let's go in too."

She still didn't move. "What did County Magistrate Yuan mean?"

"I was, no, what is our big plan?"

Leng Yue knew that she was going to ask about this matter. If it had been according to the original plan, it should have been implemented long ago.

First, Xueying disappeared and his life or death was unknown, and then she lost her memory, so he helped her recover her memory.

Just as my memory was slowly returning, the old monster passed away first...

"Perhaps I don't need to tell you. The answer is in this suicide note in your hand."

The old monster is so meticulous, he should have arranged everything in advance.

Xin Youran eagerly took out the envelope Wei Wanwan had just given her. "Yueyue, thank you. Please go in first. I want to finish reading this letter by myself..."

Leng Yue hesitated to speak, and finally sighed, "Then come here as soon as possible."

Xin Youran nodded, and after watching Leng Yue leave, she took the envelope and walked towards the kitchen.

She first lit the candle in the kitchen, then found a stool and sat down.

In the dim candlelight, looking at the old monster's handwriting on the envelope, it seemed like yesterday, when he had patiently taught her to read over and over again...

As long as the old monster was there, she always felt inexplicably safe.

There were several pages of paper in the envelope. Xin Youran took a quick look and could tell from the smell of ink that the words on two of the papers were newly written.

She read it word for word in order.

"Ying, by the time you see this letter, I should no longer be alive."

"From the first time I saw you, I felt you were a natural-born killer, calm and resolute, intelligent and decisive. Later, after getting to know you better, I gained a new understanding of you."

"He is kind, righteous, and has a compassionate heart. He is a man of great righteousness."

"I knew that such a person would not die so easily. When Leng Yue found you, to be honest, I was more excited than giving me two pots of the best Qiu Ye Bai!"

"I never thought you'd lost your memory. This is a bolt from the blue. Those beasts from [Luoyu] really don't care about human beings. They're so determined to kill everyone. You said you wouldn't return to Crescent Valley unless it was absolutely necessary."

"I think it's time to take the risk of being discovered and bring you back."

"After losing your memory, you're like two completely different people. Sometimes I have the illusion that she's not you. She's timid and fearful of life, smiling and laughing all day long, and her little mouth can't stop chattering."

"But she is as kind and righteous as you."

"Because of your amnesia, our grand plan has been delayed indefinitely. Some villagers have complained about it, but I still kept your amnesia a secret."

"[Falling Rain] is already rotten to the core. Since the new leader took over, it has become even worse. This matter is imminent."

"Our original plan was to completely destroy [Falling Rain] and rescue everyone."

"I may not be able to accompany you to complete your grand plan. I have placed the attack and defense diagram and action plan for [Falling Rain] under the desk in Yu'er's study. Remember to make sure you are absolutely certain before taking action to avoid unnecessary sacrifices."

Xin Youran read through the pages one by one, tears already streaming down her face.

To prevent her tears from flowing onto the paper, she wiped it again and again, until she saw the two new ink marks, and then she realized that these were written by the old monster before he set out to [Rain Falling] to rescue the little one.

He had already anticipated that he would encounter an accident. "I'm afraid something unexpected might happen when I go to rescue someone this time. If something unexpected really happens, I'm afraid it will put you in a dilemma."

"I hope you can take out this letter and tell everyone that this was done voluntarily and has nothing to do with you. As the Buddha said, saving a life is better than building a seven-story pagoda."

"I have finally reached the paradise, so please don't grieve."

"My only regret is that I can no longer accompany you to complete your grand plan, and I won't be able to see the day when [Falling Rain] disappears."

"Also, the use of acupuncture to treat amnesia has been proven in Yu'er. I have already taught this method to Yu'er. When the grand plan is complete, it can also be used to help those trapped in the [Falling Rain] restore their memories, find their families, and live a normal life."

"Don't cry. Do you remember what I always say?"

“If you live long enough, you’ll see everything.”

"This life has been long enough, I am old enough, it is time for me to go down and accompany Awan's mother."

……

Xin Youran read it again, then carefully folded the paper, put it in the envelope, and held it in her arms.

The old monster had thought of everything for her. She secretly swore in her heart: Don't worry, I will definitely help you fulfill your last wish!

Xin Youran walked with heavy steps to the room where the old monster was. His body was already lying in the coffin.

Many villagers in the house have already started discussing the procedures and details of tomorrow's funeral.

Just then Chu Yuming stood up and interrupted them.

"Master's last wish was to be buried with his wife."

Then he raised the suicide note in his hand. His eyes were red, but he didn't shed a single tear.

Suddenly the whole room fell silent. To be buried with his late wife meant that his body would be transported to the old monster's ancestral grave in his hometown.

Wei Banban was holding the sleeping little An Ning and crying silently.

This reminded her of her mother's death.

She was only five or six years old at the time and was learning needlework from her mother at home when two men in black broke in for no reason and knocked her and her mother unconscious.

After waking up, I found myself in a dimly lit room.

Her hands and feet were tied up, and because A Niang resisted, one of the men in black grabbed her hair and slammed her against the wall. She never woke up again.

Although her father later killed the two, she could never see her mother again...

From then on, A Niang's death became a pain in A Dad's heart. He always believed that he was the cause of his wife's death, and he would go to her grave every year to beg for her forgiveness.

She recalled the suicide note her father left her, "Hello, now your father can finally be with your mother forever..."