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Chapter 292 Love Me Again

Afterwards, Mo Hanyu seemed to have returned to normal, but after being with Qin Xiao for a few days, just when Qin Xiao thought that there would be no more trouble at least before the competition, Mo Hanyu suddenly became ill and started avoiding him again.

At one point, Qin Xiao really wanted to curse.

But the person I want to scold is not in front of me, so it is useless to say it, and I can only hold my anger in my heart.

The reason why Mo Hanyu avoided him this time was very simple: he found that he was no longer satisfied with the status quo, and even often wanted to tell Qin Xiao everything.

terrible……

Mo Hanyu still feels scared when he thinks back on it.

He had gone from doing it once every two or three days to several times a day now. He could no longer endure the torture of not daring to reach out but not wanting to let go. Every time he thought of Qin Xiao, he felt aching and powerless as if his heart was being bitten by thousands of ants.

Desires will expand. Perhaps it was because Qin Xiao had done almost everything for him since he was a child, which made him have some desire to move forward.

What if...

What if Qin Xiao agrees?

But Mo Hanyu never dared to go any further, for fear of revealing his true intentions, so he could only keep his distance.

But the reluctance to let go was like a flexible and thin spider silk that repeatedly pulled at his nerves, causing him torment day and night.

Fortunately, the suffering didn’t last too long before an accident happened.

Xia Wuliao unexpectedly went berserk during training.

At that time, she was fighting with Chen Mo. She didn't know what went wrong. Black hot flames rose into the air and almost instantly swept across the entire venue. The terrifying pressure was released crazily.

This sudden rampage caught Chen Mo off guard. Although his realm was almost the same as Xia Wuliao's, Xia Wuliao was an evil cultivator after all, and his shadow attribute had always had low defense. He could not withstand her crazy flames and was directly swallowed by the flames.

Fortunately, Mo Hanyu was nearby and rescued the person immediately, but his arm was also injured.

Chen Mo's consciousness and body were severely damaged, and he almost fainted on the spot. If Mo Hanyu had not acted in time, his body would have been burned to ashes on the spot.

Now, he was lucky that only his internal organs were burned and large areas of his skin were burned.

Xia Wuliao also fell into a coma after his rampage, but fortunately he woke up within two hours. He turned pale when he realized what he had done and was unable to speak for a long time.

Tian Miao checked Chen Mo, fortunately the three pills were not damaged, only some cracks appeared in the meridians, and he would be able to recover in ten days or half a month.

Tian Miao only taught him the means of healing because of his special situation. After all, he was kind-hearted and had the heart to save the dying and the wounded. His attributes were also top-notch. If he was left alone, it would be a waste of talent. As time went by, in daily life, if Xia Wule and his friends encountered injuries that were not too serious, they would be happy to ask Tian Miao for treatment.

Therefore, Tian Miao is very good at treatment now, and with the confirmation of the water monster, Mo Hanyu is still very confident in their judgment.

After confirming that the two were fine, he felt relieved. After hearing about this, Qin Xiao gave Chen Mo a lot of healing elixirs, believing that he would recover soon.

Unfortunately, Chen Mo is still in a coma and shows no signs of waking up.

That night Mo Hanyu hesitated for a moment, but finally couldn't resist the temptation to get close to Qin Xiao, so he took the initiative to go to his door. Just like last time, he acted a little pitifully at the door and was let in smoothly.

But unlike last time, Qin Xiao's attitude towards him was very cold and his words were quite harsh.

"After today, are you going to hide from me for a few more months?"

"I didn't mean to—"

"Yes, I didn't want to hide." Qin Xiao smiled sarcastically, "I just choose not to see me."

"You passed by without saying hello, and you hid when I came to you... Now you come to me in the middle of the night and wag your tail to beg for mercy..."

"Mo Hanyu, what on earth are you doing?"

Qin Xiao didn't look at him, his heart was beating wildly.

He had been tossing and turning at night recently. Every time he thought of Mo Hanyu's attitude of being close and distant, he couldn't help but feel upset. He really couldn't bear to force him, but he had to face such inexplicable closeness and alienation. The repeated pulling was really unbearable.

I just asked out loud to make the problem clear.

Qin Xiao thought so, and his anger made him lose his temper for a moment. Mo Hanyu was obviously hurt by a word in his words, and hurt flashed in his eyes. He lowered his head quickly, clenched and relaxed his fingers, and even his body began to tremble slightly.

Seeing his intense reaction, Qin Xiao couldn't help but soften his heart and slowed down his words: "Why are you so nervous? I'm not going to hit you."

"Let me ask you, what do you want to do?"

Mo Hanyu sat on the bed with his sleeves rolled up, revealing the charred scars on his arms, which looked particularly glaring and ugly against his snow-white skin.

The nights are cold and the dew is heavy, and spring has arrived. The weather had shown signs of warming up a few days ago, but the spring rains in the past two days have brought the temperature down again.

The night wind blew into the room, bringing with it a chill.

Qin Xiao pulled a chair and sat across from him. He was not very particular about clothes. Most of his previous clothes were no longer wearable, and he did not want to buy more. He was currently wearing the short-sleeved shirt and long pants he had just bought today.

The short sleeves fit tightly against the skin, outlining the sexy body lines clearly. The leather belt around the waist flashes a cold metallic light in the middle, and the trousers fit the curves, neither loose nor tight, just the right fit.

Mo Hanyu's gaze fell on Qin Xiao's hands hanging casually between his legs.

Qin Xiao's hands were bigger than his, with rough knuckles and obvious blue veins.

If only this hand could touch him.

Mo Hanyu thought inexplicably.

Seeing that he was still in a daze, Qin Xiao frowned, and the last bit of his patience was gone. He hardened his heart, sat up straight and looked at him.

"I'll give you two choices, Mo Hanyu." Qin Xiao closed his eyes, his face solemn, "I can tell you clearly that I can't stand your hot-and-cold attitude, and I don't know what happened to you. I only give you two choices."

"Or, you can explain everything to me clearly and let me think about whether I should forgive you for your rudeness these days. Then we can let this go."

"Or, you leave now. It's your freedom whether you want to or not, but don't expect to be the same as before in the future."

Qin Xiao did not elaborate on what "the same as before" meant, but Mo Hanyu felt a great panic in his heart.

Qin Xiao is serious.

If he didn't give Qin Xiao a satisfactory answer, they would really never be able to go back.

...But if I tell it, can I go back?

Mo Hanyu's whole body was stiff and his blood was almost frozen.

Qin Xiao shifted his gaze, unable to bear to look at him.

This pitiful look is really heartbreaking, but thinking that a short pain is worse than a long one, even if you are reluctant, you should make the decision to let go.

He didn't want to continue suffering like this.

Seeing that he ignored him, Mo Hanyu's last string in his head was stretched to the extreme. Finally, it couldn't withstand the pulling back and forth and broke with a "bang".

"Xiao..."

In the dead silence, Mo Hanyu couldn't even find his own voice.

He stretched out his hand tremblingly, moved closer inch by inch, and slowly touched Qin Xiao's hand.

These hands are so cold, like ice.

Qin Xiao looked at him, and when he saw the expression on his face suddenly changed color, he instinctively wanted to pull his hand out.

But although Mo Hanyu was shaking, his hands were very strong, and his eyes were staring at him as if he was fascinated. His icy blue eyes even showed a bit of desperate madness.

Qin Xiao's heart was pounding as he suddenly realized that he had messed up.

He originally wanted to force Mo Hanyu to make a decision and tell what was hidden in his heart, but he forgot that there was another possibility.

The possibility that he least wanted to see and couldn't see...

Qin Xiao's hair stood up and he felt cold all over. He instinctively chose to escape, but he was strangled tightly. His legs and feet became weak and he could not escape.

"you……"

Mo Hanyu had already given up, but when he saw the horror in his eyes, he stopped suddenly and laughed softly.

“So you… knew.”

"So... you know everything."

Qin Xiao felt a sharp pain in his hand and wanted to withdraw his hand, but he could not move. He could only watch the boy opposite him with a somewhat morbid smile.

"No wonder... No, it's not surprising. You're just slow, not stupid... It's been so long, you should have figured it out even if you're late."

Mo Hanyu tilted his head slightly, his hair cascading down, and a miserable and pitiful smile appeared on his beautiful face.

Just looking at it makes people feel heartbroken.

Mo Hanyu exerted force and pulled Qin Xiao and the stool over. He supported himself on the back of the chair with one hand, leaned over and pressed down, pinning him in a small space.

Qin Xiao suddenly felt the pressure, and his hands and feet finally regained some strength. He immediately wanted to push him away: "Get up——"

"Xiao, let me tell you..."

Mo Hanyu also tried hard to confront him, his eyes locked on his face and his thin lips opened.

"I told you everything... I didn't know how to tell you at first..."

There was a slight tremor in his voice, his words were incoherent, and he had a possessed smile.

"Mo Hanyu, shut up..." Qin Xiao trembled all over and tried to push him away.

"I just discovered it recently, too. I'm sorry... I was too obvious. Now we can't pretend nothing happened..."

Mo Hanyu seemed to be possessed, talking foolishly, completely ignoring Qin Xiao's attempts to stop him. His voice was very soft, as if he was coaxing a newborn baby, but it sounded like a thousand pounds in Qin Xiao's ears.

"I also want to pretend that nothing happened, Xiao... but I can't do it. I'm so sorry, you still found out." Mo Hanyu looked at him with a smile, and his breath sprinkled on his face, making him close his eyes and look painful.

"I know you didn't actually think of this possibility just now. You just realized it, but didn't think in that direction at all - no, it should be said that you didn't dare to think in that direction. Right?"

Mo Hanyu seemed to be playing a game of cat and mouse. He looked at Qin Xiao with a gentle and playful smile on his lips, but his eyes were misty and filled with a bit of despair.

"Shut up, Mo Hanyu..."

Qin Xiao wanted to stop him, as if as long as he interrupted what he was going to say next, everything that happened tonight would disappear.

"But your subconscious mind still realized it." But Mo Hanyu refused. He still slowly and cruelly peeled off the last layer of window paper between them, "Otherwise you wouldn't have reacted so quickly when I just revealed it."

"I have been thinking and considering how to say it... Xiao, I——"

"Mo Hanyu!!"

Qin Xiao suddenly interrupted with a sharp voice, his dark eyes were colder than ever before, even with a bit of coercion, "You have to think clearly, as soon as you say this--"

"I can't take it back, I know." Mo Hanyu said calmly. Seeing him so excited, he couldn't help but laugh. His smile was miserable. "But even if I don't say it, will all this disappear?"

Qin Xiao was speechless and couldn't utter a word.

"Xiao..."

His voice couldn't stop trembling, and he couldn't tell whether it was out of excitement or sadness.

"I really like you."

This sentence was still said.

"When I said I wanted to sleep with you, it wasn't as innocent as when we were kids. I—"

"I desire you. I want to kiss you and hold you... I want to walk with you forever. I don't want you to spend the rest of your life with anyone else. I..."

By the end, he was incoherent and could only hold Qin Xiao's hand tightly, trying to draw some courage from him.

But when he saw the expression on Qin Xiao's face, he suddenly couldn't utter a word.

Qin Xiao's expression was extremely complicated, and his deep eyes were rarely filled with grief. Such eyes made Mo Hanyu stop abruptly, suddenly sober, and dared not take another step forward.