allonlinenovel Chapter 363 Don’t act like a baby
Chapter 363 Don’t act like a baby
Lei Nian'er had a lonely look on her face, and she had long realized it, but was powerless to change it.
'She' is powerless to change, and 'she' is powerless to change.
Bei Jingchu felt that 'they' might be able to be saved.
“No matter what kind of friendship it is, to keep going is never the effort of one person, but a matter of two people.”
She leaned forward.
"Since you have a mouth, you have to explain the misunderstanding. It's necessary to speak out and make it clear, right?"
Lei Nian'er felt that Bei Jingchu had a bad habit, as he would come up to anyone who was a good person while talking.
But she didn't correct him, nor did she push him away. She nodded and said, "Yes."
Bei Jingchu's smile was brighter than the flourishing spring flowers.
She explained: "I know what happened this time. You didn't want to disappoint me, and you got the wrong information, so you changed the order without authorization. You also knew that you couldn't convince the others, so you accepted the punishment to maintain my prestige. I understand, so I won't say more."
"But human hearts are so fickle. What I believed in when I was a child has been changed little by little. I am afraid that I cannot trust you without reservation forever. If I am threatened in the future, I am afraid that I will regard you as someone I need to be on guard against."
Sometimes I envy the second brother and his friends a little. Yanyu can foolishly believe that everything is fine.
With doting parents and grandmother and a strict but protective elder sister, the little girl has recently begun to fantasize about her future prince consort. Before going to Xindu, she would always hold various storybooks and giggle there.
She is the darling of Taiji Palace, immersed in a honey pot and pampered by everyone.
You never have to worry about when you will become estranged from your friends. No matter how big the conflict is, you can just give each other some small jewelry or snacks, one person will apologize, and the other will give way, and then you will be reconciled.
How can feelings drift away?
Bei Jingchu was envious.
These are just some pretentious thoughts. If she really has to choose, she would still like to hold her destiny and power in her own hands.
It is better to face the cruel reality soberly than to sink in the illusion of false happiness. Life and death, honor and disgrace all depend on the conscience and talent of the new monarch.
There was no way to stop the enemy's cavalry from stepping on their corpses.
She said: "I can't let you have all the power by yourself, otherwise I will become suspicious and skeptical in the future. I hope that the worst situation between us is just a toast and I say to you, 'Nian'er, you are tired, retire and enjoy your old age.'"
"When I'm free, I'll call you into the palace to chat and drink tea."
"But if your family becomes so big that I have to be cautious and guard against it, we will be doomed to fail. Sister Nian'er, you understand me, right? You will understand me, right?"
She speaks too softly, and always asks "right or wrong" at the end of every sentence.
"Yes, that's right, but..."
Lei Nian'er said with a look of disdain: "Speak nicely, don't act like a spoiled child."
"......ah?"
Bei Jingchu stopped thinking.
Lei Nian'er did not show any dissatisfaction.
"Of course I will listen to you, as long as you feel at ease and there is no rift between us."
It's not that she is submissive, but she knows exactly what she wants.
"I am attached to power, but I am not greedy enough to seize all power. As long as I can be of use to you and let me know that I have other value in this world besides helping the family to get married, that is enough."