Chapter 200 This is enough
Chapter 200 This is enough
Nearly half a month passed.
Zhou Niantang finally stepped out of the hospital gate.
The doctor said that it would be best for her to try to walk out and take a look outside in order to break down her psychological defenses.
She knew she didn't want to do that, but she felt that she would feel safe in the ward, with her family and friends visiting her and someone by her side 24 hours a day.
Otherwise she always felt that she was in danger.
But the longer she stayed in the hospital, the more nervous and sad other people looked at her, and she felt like she really needed to push herself.
Especially when her old father asked her eagerly if she wanted to go fishing outdoors with him, she originally wanted to say no.
But when he saw that his old father had a few white hairs on his temples despite hiding them very well over the past few days, he clenched his hands, nodded and said yes.
Zhou Tonglin was very surprised and immediately asked his assistant to prepare the equipment for fishing the next day.
Zhou Niantang woke up at dawn the next day.
Although her sleep is much better than at the beginning, she still suffers from insomnia occasionally or cannot sleep for long.
The thought of going out, even with her family, made her want to escape because of her extreme insecurity about the outside world.
But she also realized that she couldn't be so cowardly and she needed to be braver.
Obviously, she had always been healthy and cheerful before.
Even though she had always worried about being retaliated by Pei Shi and her family going bankrupt, this had never happened to her.
It's not serious enough to cause depression.
She thought about it for a long time but couldn't figure out the reason.
In the days that followed, she didn't think about it anymore. She just wanted to recover from her illness and live the same life as before.
She couldn't always be wrapped up in pain and sadness.
She sat alone on the bed for a long time, until around seven o'clock, when Lolo came in to check on her as usual and found that she looked like she had been awake for a long time.
It could be seen that she didn't sleep well last night. Lolo felt distressed but did not bring it up.
He just asked her if she wanted to have breakfast first, and Zhou Tonglin would come to pick her up at 8:30.
After she had washed up, eaten breakfast and taken medicine, her old father arrived, nearly half an hour earlier than the agreed time.
When Zhou Niantang walked out of the hospital gate, she felt dazed.
It seemed as if these days outside were a long, long time ago, but in fact, they were only more than a month.
Then she found that coming out wasn't that painful after all.
When I was in the car, I even wondered if I had been making a big deal out of nothing. How could there be any danger outside?
The place for fishing is an outdoor farm owned by Zhou Tonglin’s friend.
There is a big lake here. On the way, Zhou Tonglin kept telling his little daughter what kind of fish there are here and also told her about today's itinerary.
Zhou Niantang listened to his old father talking about everything about fishing and thought to himself, he is worthy of being the new fishing expert in the past two years.
When we got there, they were probably worried that she wouldn't be able to adapt as she hadn't been out for so long, and there would be strangers along the way on the farm.
Zhou Tonglin has been holding her hand since they got off the car.
Maybe because she was with her father, Zhou Niantang felt a little uncomfortable when she first met people, but after a while, she slowly got used to it.
Someone had already helped prepare the fishing equipment. After they arrived at the lake, Zhou Tonglin began to tell her some fishing techniques.
"Do you want to compete with dad to see who will catch the first fish today?"
Faced with Zhou Tonglin's hopeful eyes, Zhou Niantang was not interested at first, but he still agreed.
So the two of them sat down on chairs by the lake and looked at the fishing rods in front of them.
Zhou Tonglin occasionally turned his head to look at his little daughter's condition and found that she was staring at the lake in a daze.
The old father's heart suddenly fell, but he quickly adjusted his attitude and took the initiative to talk to Zhou Niantang about the past.
Most of them are interesting stories from her childhood.
Zhou Niantang supported himself with his hands and listened to his old father talk, occasionally responding with a few words, which made Zhou Tonglin feel better.
He was always afraid that his little daughter would become depressed.
He has read a lot of information these days, all of which say that depression is very difficult to cure. The more he reads, the worse he feels.
Obviously his little daughter has always been cheerful and has the same personality as her mother.
Why do I become depressed?
Later he felt that it must be because she had too little family companionship and lacked maternal love since childhood that she became like this.
As a result, an old father's heart was broken.
Fortunately, Zhou Niantang in front of them did not look as bad as imagined. At least in the eyes of many people, she was just not feeling well.
Zhou Tonglin has been very busy recently. He is busy dealing with the Bai family and temporarily putting his work aside so that he can spend time with his little daughter wholeheartedly.
He looked at Zhou Niantang's profile, which looked very much like her mother's, and felt that when he went to the underworld, Lin Shitang would never let him go, because he had caused her only daughter left in the world to suffer so much.
The more I think about it, the sadder I feel.
Just at this moment, the secretary came over and whispered beside him: "Boss, that white..."
The secretary had just started to speak when he was stopped by Zhou Tonglin's sharp eyes.
The secretary then remembered that Zhou Niantang was nearby, so he quickly shut up and stood aside.
Zhou Niantang knew that his old father had always been busy with work. Although it was less busy in recent years than before, there was still some work that had to be done.
"Dad, go do whatever you want. I'll stay here for a while."
How could Zhou Tonglin feel comfortable leaving her alone? He just said it was okay, gave his secretary a look, and continued chatting with Zhou Niantang.
After staying by the fishing rod for more than half an hour, Zhou Niantang stood up and said she wanted to go for a walk, holding the milk tea that Zhou Tonglin had asked someone to buy for her earlier.
Zhou Tonglin wanted to follow her, but she wouldn't let him. Then, with her old father's worried expression, he walked along the lake alone.
She was in a rare state of calm.
I was nervous and scared before going out, and I was worried that I would not be able to control my tears outside, and that my old father would worry.
But none of these exist now.
Only then did she realize that she really needed to listen to the doctor's advice and that going out for a walk really made her feel much better.
Like now, she began to try to be alone and overcome her insecurities.
After walking for a long time and turning several corners, she looked back and could no longer see the place where they were fishing.
After finishing her milk tea, she stood there for a while and prepared to go back.
At the other corner, the person who had followed her all the way stared at her back with his dark eyes, as if he couldn't see enough, and never left her side for a single second.
Pei Shi learned from Yun Zhi that Zhou Niantang would come here today.
He knew that what he was doing was wrong. If Zhou Niantang found out, it might affect her recovery.
But he had endured it for too long, and finally took the risk to come over, just to take a look from a distance.
Fortunately, he saw that she was not as thin as before, and a lot of flesh had returned to her face. Except that her complexion was still a little pale, her condition was indeed much better than before.
This was enough, he felt that he should not be too greedy.
It was obvious that Zhou Niantang had been living a better life without me in the past month.
All her misfortunes began when he kissed her for the first time.
Knowing that she was going to go back, Pei Shi hid his body behind a big tree nearby.
But after just a few seconds, when he looked towards the lake again, his pupils suddenly contracted, and then he ran over with big strides.
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