The waste is going to strike back

Chapter 157 How can I atone for my sins?

Yan Shaohui shrugged helplessly, "Do you think I have something to do?" He was almost bored to death.

"Qi Shanlang said that you..." He said that you were sent for emergency treatment. Mu Xin was suddenly speechless and could not speak.

"Huh? What's wrong with Shanlang?" Yan Shaohui raised his eyebrows.

"It's okay," Mu Xin pursed his lips, his expression a little complicated, "Since you're okay, I'll leave first."

Although Yan Shaohui was caught off guard by Mu Xin's sudden arrival, he was not so stupid as to fail to seize the opportunity and let the man escape.

No one knows a person better than his best friend. It seems that Qi Shanlang said something in front of Mu Xin, otherwise Mu Xin would not drop what he was doing and suddenly come here.

Seeing Mu Xin was about to open the door and leave, Yan Shaohui became anxious and immediately threw off the quilt, got out of bed and caught him.

"Since you're here, can't you stay with me?" Yan Shaohui began to show weakness in a wronged manner.

Mu Xin was pulled hard by Yan Shaohui, and he staggered back a few steps due to inertia and almost lost his balance. Fortunately, Yan Shaohui held him up.

Yan Shaohui took the opportunity to hold the man in his arms and refused to let go no matter how Mu Xin struggled.

"I am a patient who is not loved by my father and my brothers. If you ignore me again, I will be so pitiful that I will die." Yan Shaohui lowered his head and whispered in Mu Xin's ear.

Mu Xin's heart twitched, and then he hardened his heart and stepped on Yan Shaohui.

Yan Shaohui gasped in pain, "hiss..."

Mu Xin took advantage of Yan Shaohui's subconscious relaxation and escaped from the shackles.

Looking at Yan Shaohui standing barefoot on the ground with obvious shoe prints on his left foot, Mu Xin looked a little embarrassed.

I think I went too far. No matter what, Yan Shaohui is still a patient.

Mu Xin suddenly condemned himself for being careless in his heart, then frowned and helped Yan Shaohui, who was injured again, to the bed.

"Um... I'll go find a towel to wipe it for you, sorry." Mu Xin looked embarrassed and ran away.

Yan Shaohui was staring at Mu Xin's back in a daze.

Mu Xin cursed himself in his heart, telling himself that Yan Shaohui was a patient now and he could not be angry with him no matter what. At the same time, he took a towel and wiped the shoe prints that he had just stepped on with Yan Shaohui.

I stepped quite hard just now, and there are red marks on the white soles of my feet.

Looking at the glaring red mark, Mu Xin felt even more sorry, "It was my fault."

"Silly, I'm fine."

Yan Shaohui smiled indifferently. Anyway, as long as he could keep the firewood, he would do anything.

Mu Xin gently wiped Yan Shaohui's left foot. Yan Shaohui had never been treated like this before and was naturally ecstatic, but his face had to be as calm as water and not show any sign of it.

Yan Shaohui looked at the black hair by Mu Xin's ear and his eyes softened.

He wanted to hold the firewood in his arms all the time, so that he could only look at it but not touch it. It was like quenching his thirst by looking at the plum, but it could only be a light taste and could not dispel the desire deep in his heart.

So...Yan Shaohui decided to have a thorough and frank talk with Mu Xin.

"Why do you make yourself so busy? Is it because you don't want to see me?"

When Mu Xin heard Yan Shaohui suddenly ask this, he paused and his eyes flickered, "No."

Yan Shaohui's eyes turned cold, and then he pulled Mu Xin's wrist, forcing him to look at him, "Then look at me and say that you didn't do this on purpose."

Mu Xin's eyes flickered, but he didn't know how to start.

Yes, he kept himself busy on purpose, because he didn't know how to face Yan Shaohui who had already woken up. Whenever he saw Yan Shaohui, he would be in a state of panic, his mind would go blank, and Mu Xin was very nervous.

Therefore, he was afraid to see Yan Shaohui, but if he found an excuse not to come, Yan Shaohui would be so smart that he would definitely think that he was deliberately avoiding him, so Mu Xin could only make himself busy, so that he could temporarily put aside his worries and avoid Yan Shaohui. It was like killing two birds with one stone, so why not?

Mu Xin never thought that one day he would have to face Yan Shaohui. What should he do when he really faced Yan Shaohui?

Seeing him remain silent, Yan Shaohui smiled bitterly: "Are you still unwilling to forgive me?"

"I..." I don't know. Mu Xin's mind was also in a mess.

He didn't know whether he had forgiven Yan Shaohui or not. He didn't know, he really didn't know. Hui Ge and Lie Ying had told him the whole story before, hoping that he and Yan Shaohui would stop the cold war.

Mu Xin guessed that after he knew the whole story, he should have forgiven Yan Shaohui. But it was hard for him not to think about how Yan Shaohui treated him.

Can acting really be that realistic? Can one even pinch oneself cruelly and say cold, hurtful words?

Mu Xin really couldn't help but care about these things.

Yan Shaohui was also extremely heartbroken. Looking at Mu Xin's frowning and troubled expression, Yan Shaohui began to reflect on whether he had really made a big mistake in the beginning.

If Mu Xin had known from the beginning that everything was fake, would the situation between the two of them not be so awkward now?

Life is like this, you will reap what you sow. If you wait until the fruit comes and then think about changing or regretting, it is actually too late.

Yan Shaohui was naturally remorseful, but he couldn't defend himself any more now. After all, the matter was done, and he had no ability to change it. The only thing he could do was to beg for forgiveness by relying on Mu Xin's love for him.

"You must be blaming me for not telling you all these things. Why didn't I tell you when I knew Guo Moru was fake?" Yan Shaohui sighed, "I was just suspicious at first, because Guo Moru and I haven't seen each other for five or six years. How can I tell you something when I'm not sure?"

"Especially since Guo Moru saved you, I was afraid that if I pointed at Guo Moru and said that she might have saved you for a purpose, you would not believe me." Yan Shaohui's eyes were full of bitterness, and he spoke word by word, "So I could only test step by step and act according to Guo Moru's ideas. Then when I was completely sure that Guo Moru was a fake, I suddenly realized that I was too immersed in the role and hurt you."

"I understand everything you said." Mu Xin understood Yan Shaohui's thoughts, but it was one thing to understand them in his heart and another to feel bothered by them.

"Xiao Xin, you hate me for hurting you, don't you?" Yan Shaohui looked at Mu Xin with broken sadness in his eyes, "How can I atone for my sins?"

Mu Xin said nothing because he didn't know either.

Seeing Mu Xin's silence, Yan Shaohui gave a bitter smile. He picked up the fruit knife next to him, held the handle and was about to stab his hand that had pinched Mu Xin's neck.

Fortunately, Mu Xin was quick-witted, otherwise, with Yan Shaohui's overwhelming force, his palm would definitely have been pierced!

"Are you stupid? Why are you hurting yourself like this?!" Mu Xin cursed coldly, then snatched the fruit knife and threw it to the ground, "I don't need you to hurt yourself like this to atone for your sins!"