My apprentice is a little weird?

Chapter 238: Prying Open the Heart (Part )

"You!... Stop..."

Shen Ming hugged him very tightly and fiercely, with such force that it seemed as if she wanted to embed him into her body. Her eyes were crazy and hot, full of possessiveness and crazy obsession.

His expression was distorted by excitement, his red lips slightly parted to reveal his sharp teeth, like a beast that had lost its mind, ready to devour everything in front of it.

The feeling of suffocation overwhelmed him. Jiang Yan could feel that every inch of his breath, every inch of his skin, and every thought were being plundered! Crazy and unrestricted plunder!

And he... couldn't resist...

His breathing became rapid and difficult, the air was sucked out of him, his consciousness gradually blurred, and he seemed to be sinking into darkness...

"Ming...er..."

This thought flashed through Jiang Yan's mind as he lay dying, and it suddenly awakened Shen Ming, who had fallen into madness.

"I! I just lost control! How could I be like this! Are you okay, Master? !"

Shen Ming reacted and immediately sent out his divine sense to investigate. Fortunately, Jiang Yan was not in any trouble, but his spirit was more depressed and his body was weaker.

"It's okay, it's okay~ It almost happened. If Master fainted completely, then the following calculations would have no effect. It's okay that he is just confused~"

Shen Ming looked up reluctantly, her pair of blue eyes seemed to be tinged with charming peach red. She stared at the unconscious Jiang Yan in her arms without blinking, with a hint of anger on her face.

"I've never been this close before. This is the first time I've been so ~ so excessive... It's all my fault, Master. Who told you not to let Shen Ming have you earlier? It made Shen Ming feel so embarrassed ~ so... comfortable ~ for the first time."

She couldn't help but tighten her hands a little, but she was afraid of hurting Jiang Yan so she didn't dare to tighten them too much.

Looking at Jiang Yan, who was leaning his head in her arms, and his lips slightly opened due to the "severe injury" just now, she couldn't help but feel a burning and irrepressible desire in her heart again, but before she could make any move, she saw Jiang Yan's eyes trembling, and his consciousness was about to return to clarity.

Shen Ming frowned.

"Damn it! Why did you wake up now? If I had known, I would have continued for a while! Or should I have knocked Master unconscious before he fully woke up?"

But seeing that Jiang Yan was about to open his eyes, Shen Ming gave up that crazy idea...

………………

Jiang Yan's consciousness gradually recovered, and the sight in front of him became familiar little by little. He was in a warm embrace, being carried to a certain place...

"What's wrong with me?"

"Just now I seemed to be...dizzy?"

"Oh, right! Ming'er! She gave me...!"

"So I am now......"

Before Jiang Yan's brain could react, his thoughts were interrupted.

Shen Ming's expression returned to its previous madness and persistence, and then he threw Jiang Yan roughly onto the bed!

Jiang Yan's mind was broken and his bones were about to fall apart by this sudden action. Before he could recover, Shen Ming pushed him down heavily!

The fingers rose up like sharp claws and began to tear off Jiang Yan's clothes. The movements were full of anger and madness, and were seamlessly connected with the previous posture.

Jiang Yan, who had recovered, combined the memories before he fell into a coma with those afterward, then helplessly grabbed Shen Ming's arm, and spoke with a pleading tone in his voice.

"Wait! Ming'er, don't do it!"

After hearing this, Shen Ming actually stopped~

She clasped her hands tightly on both sides of Jiang Yan's head, pressing his chest against his body, her lips half an inch apart as she breathed heavily, as if she was threatening but more like she was restraining herself.

"Master! Shen Ming still says the same thing~ Come back with me~ As long as we go back, Shen Ming can stop, and can also pretend that nothing happened~"

Her voice was a little hoarse, yet full of temptation and expectation, but her eyes contained completely opposite emotions.

"Refuse it, Master~ I know what kind of person you are. I know that thing is an obsession for you, and it can even be said to be the foundation of your Tao~ But I just want to fill your heart with pain and contradictions~ Only in this way can your state of mind be unstable~"

"And your state of mind is unstable, so I can invade your state of mind~ and then... break your Tao heart! ! "

'Only in this way~ Master, you won't think of leaving me and going after that distant hometown~ Only in this way, Master, will you not leave Shen Ming~'

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Jiang Yan slowly let go of Shen Ming's hand and fell silent again...

There was pain, struggle, and guilt in his eyes, and even a hint of... relief?

"Ming'er...if this is what you want...I can compensate you..."

Shen Ming narrowed his eyes and saw Jiang Yan's emotions, and the corners of his mouth curled up slightly.

"Very good~ That's it~ But how could Shen Ming let Master feel relieved? Shen Ming wants to make Master feel even more guilty~"

She still looked at Jiang Yan with a madness on her face, and suddenly a miserable smile appeared at the corner of her mouth.

“Hehe… a genius of his generation, a disciple of the Ancient Immortal Sect! He actually had an affair with his own disciple!! Hehe~ Jiang Yan!! Are you really that cruel!!”

Shen Ming roared, but Jiang Yan remained silent...

"Master...will compensate you..."

Jiang Yan raised his hand and tried to touch her head as he did before, but was slammed down!

"I! Don't! Want! I want an answer!! I want you to answer in person!!"

Jiang Yan's throat was dry and trembling, his eyes were full of pain and struggle, it was a kind of helplessness and sorrow that penetrated deep into his bones.

He knew that he might regret his choice in the future, but at this moment he...did not regret it...and could not regret it!

"I... won't go back with you..."

Jiang Yan closed his eyes and didn't look at Shen Ming.

Silence... a long silence...

The expected "storm" did not come, and Shen Ming on his body stopped moving and fell into dead silence.

Jiang Yan couldn't help but open his eyes a little, and then his pupils trembled violently~

Shen Ming's lips were tightly pursed and trembling slightly, tears dripping silently from the corners of his eyes. The madness and anger in his sapphire-like eyes were gone and instead covered with a layer of mist, like smoke and haze, so pitiful.

"Master~ You are really... annoying~"

She stopped all her movements and slowly snuggled into Jiang Yan's arms, holding him tightly without letting go. Her eyes were tightly closed, tears kept flowing from the corners of her eyes, and her silent sobs sounded like tears and complaints.

Tears soaked Jiang Yan's clothes and his heart. It was an unspeakable pain that surged like a tide and surrounded him tightly.

Jiang Yan slowly raised his arms to cover his face, and two lines of tears fell silently...

"I don't want to go back either..."

"But I have to go back... Everything I have is given by them, including my cognition, memory and outlook... You are so sad now... Have you ever thought about how they will...?"

'I have also considered the consequences. I might die on the road, I might fail, or when I go back, time will have changed and my parents may have passed away or they may have forgotten me. But even if they have forgotten, I still want to go back and see them and see how they are~'

'If I could, I would accompany them for their entire lives. I would grow from black hair to white hair, from spring to summer, from birth to death. After that, I would return here without any worries and give you all of me...'

"This is what I can accept... but what I cannot accept... is to be content with the status quo, enjoying the benefits of education in that world while enjoying the ease and comfort of this world."

"Just think of it as me being paranoid, ignorant and selfish... I'm sorry... Ming'er..."